I did keep trusting though, and God definitely provided for this stage of my life.  I keep looking at my life in stages, that way it won't feel like I'm sitting around just waiting for things to happen.  This is currently my "financial building" stage, in which I hope to learn to be financially responsible and pay off my stinkin car in less time than the loan is for... then pay off my parents everything I owe them.  Speaking of owing money, I think I owe Katie Ferneyhough 7.50 for the transformers movie.  Anywhoo.  I've actually been quite thankful at how I haven't seemed as alone this week while my parents have been gone.  It actually went by pretty quickly, probably because I'm occupied for most of my day.  I'm trying to build up more of a routine now as well so we'll see how that works out.  I've not had a whole  lot of energy to do anything else at the end of my work day, I'm having to get back into the swing of things.  I feel better today though, I didn't just immediately go crash on the couch, even though I was rudely woken up by lightening flashing in my face and thunder clapping about at 2:21 and thought I had better go see if there was a tornado warning or something.  I decided that just because I didn't think a tornado was likely to strike me at that moment did not mean I should be stupid and not do anything about it.  People always say "You don't think it's going to happen to you, and then it does"  Sadly, no one else but you actually believes what you say after that. 

I've been reading the Psalms lately and have tried to keep them in my mind before I go to bed at night, because I have been havin some CRASEE dreams.